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                            Through A Glass Darkly

 

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                        THE CRUCIFIXION OF CHRIST

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Throughout the long  and bloody history of  man, there have  been  many methods for

the terminal punishment of crime.

 

Hangings, garrotings, burnings at the stake, beheadings....

 

In  recent  times,  the  gas  chamber,  and  that  marvel  of   modern technology, the

electric chair.

 

All horrible.  All  too terrible to contemplate.   And all  relatively quick.

 

There is one  method which has been  widely used in  Roman  times—and which is not

mercifully quick.

 

That method is crucifixion.

 

Our sins, whether we believe  and accept them or not, are so  heinous, so grievous, that

it is  not surprising that when the Lord Jesus  gave His life for the remission of those crimes

against God,  that it would be in perhaps the singularly most horrific and agonizing method

of all time.

 

We do  not contemplate,  in the  course of  our  everyday  lives,  the magnitude of His act of 

mercy towards us.  Not as much, at least,  as we contemplate the traffic every day, or our

next vacation.

 

We do  not consider, and  in some cases even  believe,  the  ultimate, mind-bending sacrifice

He made in His human existence--for all of  us, who think less often of it than we think to thank

Him for it.

 

Crucifixion.   We think  of it as  a  twice-removed,  sometimes  fuzzy event, devoid of details,

save the picture of Him hanging there.

 

This deals with the reality of it; the harsh, stark reality of what He went through--for you, and

for me.

 

It is a fictionalized account  of actual fact.  It is not fiction;  it is arranged  so that  it is more 

understandable  from  a  comfortable vantage-point--but the acts, and the facts, are real.

 

We should familiarize ourselves with what He did; maybe then,  it will mean more to us--and

we may thank Him for it more often.

 

We should face His sufferings; we should understand how He could have, and maybe  did,

feel.   He went  to the cross as  a  man--albeit  a Divine Man.  He suffered as you would have

--and much, much more.

 

In His Divinity, He did  not comfort Himself.  In His ultimate act  of sacrifice and justification,

He did not reduce His pain; did not argue with his accusers;  did not plead with  His jailers; did

not  beg  His torturers.

 

He was a man.  More man than has ever lived, died...and rose again.

 

This is the account of those acts, in perhaps a different perspective.

 

In a more humanly  understandable one.  It is  the greatest ending  to the greatest story

ever told.

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"Jesus had faced Satan  before.  He knew Satan  with an  understanding unsurpassed--

and Satan knew it.  When Jesus commanded him to leave the man, Satan had to obey. 

He was compelled to  obey.  He knew Jesus was Divine...he knew who He was.

 

Jesus faced  him again,  and forced him  to reveal his  name  in  this endeavor---"Legion" it was,

in his multiplicity.  Again he was  forced to do Jesus' bidding; he could not stand before

righteousness.

 

In the wilderness, Jesus rebuked  him with scripture; turned away  the most insidious and 

torturous temptations ever to  enter the  mind  of Satan, for forty days and nights.  Jesus

faced these temptations, more than any man had ever  even seen, and could never conceive

--as a  man, armed only with  the Word Of God--and  was successful.   Satan  failed again.

 

But now, as Jesus stood in the Garden of Gethsemane,  looking into the cup of His future--

into the cup of iniquity--Jesus' human self doubted whether He  could withstand  what He  saw.  

His  human  self  reacted exactly like any man's would--with rising panic, and the urge  to

turn away, to flee for  His life.  But His  Divine Self kept Him rooted  to the spot, more than a man.

 

Like a man in a  dream He wandered across the orchard of olive  trees.  Once again  He t

urned  in  the  direction  of  the  burning  walls  of Jerusalem and blessed the city.  In the

moonlight His sandals threw up showers of silver dust until He reached the freshly running

stream and waded through it, and then,  turning past the wicker gate, he  climbed another path

through the olive trees leading to a cave  where the jars of oil  were stored--a cave  with a tip

of  rock jutting over  it  and steps cut in  the side of the  rock.  He climbed the  steps and  threw

Himself on the rock.

 

Lying there with His  arms outstretched, He felt the  coldness of  the rock pouring into Him. 

 

He was dissolving into the rock, becoming part of it.   He  was being  broken on the  rock, and

there  was  only  the darkness of  the rock.  

 

God had  abandoned Him, it seemed.    He  had placed all His trust in  God, and now there

was only the certainty  of

His death, the knowledge that He would be split asunder on a rock, and no angels would

attend Him.  As He lay there,  the moon fell below the battlements  of  Jerusalem,  and  where 

there  had  been  a  blinding whiteness there  was now only  the darkness and silence  of  the 

long night.

 

From out of the darkness, Satan smiled...

 

The darkness  thickened.   There were  no  stars.    Only  the  black, engulfing night.  He was

sinking into the darkness; falling deeper and deeper into it,  lost in the silence  of despair, as

frail as  a  dead leaf, at the mercy of  a terrible weariness.  The strength, which  had supported

Him over so many years, had left Him.  He was alone with the alone, alone  with the bare  rock,

in the silence  and horror  of  the night.  All that had gone before--the long journeys, the  visions,

the miracles that had come  about at the touch of  His fingers, all  those powers He possessed

and  scattered so prodigally, the roaring  of  the storm of God in His ears--all these things

seemed to  have happened to someone else, at another time, under another dispensation. 

 

It  was as though they had never been.  He was falling through  the darkness like a dead  leaf. 

He  would die soon, and  His death would have  no  more significance than  the death  of  the 

leaf,  and  soon  He  would  be forgotten by men; and if  He came back from the grave, this too 

would have no significance.   One day, they would not  even believe it,  nor His Spirit-inspired

conception of a  virgin.  He was spinning  through the darkness, falling forever away from the

mercy of God.   Everything was falling, falling.

 

Never before had He known this agony, this sudden overwhelming  onrush of despair, this

shuddering of the spirit.  It did not appall Him that He was thoroughly unimportant and  helpless: 

what appalled Him  above everything else was the knowledge that God had seemingly

forsaken Him.

 

Let God  speak to  Him, and even  if the words came  in  the  faintest whisper he would leap

with gratitude.

 

In a  fever of  despair He  cried out  to  be  saved  from  the  outer darkness.

 

"Where art Thou, O My God?" He cried out.  "Why hast Thou deserted Me?  Why art Thou

hidden from Me?"

 

There came from Him a cry of despair, but the cry died on the wind, in the darkness: 

died as though it were never uttered.   On this rock of betrayal He had come in loneliness to

speak with God,  and neither the voice of  God nor  the  angelic  voices  answered  Him.   

After  long journeying, with the dust of  the desert still on Him, He had come  to His triumph

in Jerusalem; He rode on the foal of an ass and the people threw palms  of victory

before  Him; He had entered  the  Temple,  and taken possession of it; He was a King,

indeed; and now, from kingship, He had descended to a small, desperate, quivering man

lying  on a dark rock against the dark skies--and all His strength was taken from Him.

 

Somewhere in the darkness, Satan chuckled...

 

In His loneliness and despair, He cried out:  "Father,  all things are possible to Thee. 

Take this cup from me."

 

He was still falling in the darkness as He uttered these words.

 

"Shall I drink this cup?"  He repeated.  "O God, take it from me!"

 

All space had assumed the shape of betrayal.  Space wore the dark face of Judas, and the 

countenance of Lucifer.  He  was spinning into  the endless void of  betrayal, a dead leaf 

at the mercy of the  winds  of God, and  the leaf was  fraying away, turning to  powder, 

turning  to nothingness.

 

From out of the darkness, Satan laughed out loud.

 

He was  gripped by  the terror  of  annihilation,  the  extinction  of everything that gave

meaning to His life.  He sighed  and groaned, and clung desperately to the rock.

 

Satan had known defeat in  the wilderness; but now he sensed  victory.

 

As he  watched from  perdition's darkness,  he  squealed  an  infernal cackle of gleeful

and uncontrollable laughter...

 

When the night was darkest, when Jesus’ flame seemed to  be going out forever, there

came from somewhere  in the vast spaces of the night  a voice saying:

 

"THOU ART MY ONLY BEGOTTEN SON."

 

At that moment, He knew God, His Father, had not deserted Him.  He was with Him,  even

unto the  total darkness of utter  despair.   At  that moment, His eyes opened  again, and

the Eternal Vigor  of  Omnipotence blazed in them once  again--the vigor that had raised 

a man from  the dead due to its good  and perfect will.  At that moment, His  strength

was miraculously  restored to  Him; He stood  up from  the  Rock,  His Divine Self scintillating

from  His body, and the darkness  was  eaten away instantly by the Divine Light flooding

from Him.

 

The Light went  out, symbolic of His  strength and renewal.   "Not  My Will, Father,  but

Thy  Will" came from  His lips  like  thunder,  and rolled across the plain.

 

Satan screamed, an agony of pain caused by contact with  Divine Light, and the Voice 

of Power.  He  tumbled back into the  chasm,  brimstone exploding, screaming an awful,

blood-curdling wail of defeat, despair, and anger--and hate.  Screamed, and as the intensity

of it was lost by distance as  he fell back,  the desperation and hate  increased  to  a rising

crescendo.  The light followed him, hastening his acceleration, and finally shutting his mouth

as the ground closed over him.

 

Jesus stood.  Victorious again.   This time, victorious over the  fear that clutched his heart

this  night--as a man. 

 

Ready now to march  to His death in courage.  For mankind; for all God's children to have

one last chance.

 

The "trial" was a mere formality to Jesus; he already knew the outcome three ways:  through 

His own Divine Omniscience,  through  Scripture, which He was  fulfilling, and through 

foreknowledge--before  He  even left the Right Hand of His Father.

 

Now it begins, He thought...

 

And He was Alone.  All alone, at the table of His enemies....

 

....Countless people, including many Roman soldiers, had been scourged in  this damp 

courtyard, and  many  had  died  as  a  result  of  the scourging; but it was never regarded

as a matter of importance.  There were no  laws or  regulations concerned  with  scourging.   

Unless  a commanding officer  had given instructions  for a  certain  number  of blows to be

delivered, they gave as many as they  pleased, at whatever intervals they pleased, in

whatever manner seemed most suitable.

 

If for some reason they took a dislike to the prisoner--if he screamed too much, or  too little;

if he  showed too much courage, or  none  at all; they would tear his flesh to ribbons and

continue to lacerate him long after he lost consciousness;  but if it happened that a  prisoner

was later to be crucified,  they would generally be lenient with  him, giving him no more  than

twenty or thirty blows.   In such cases  they were usually careful  to avoid aiming their  thongs

of bull  hide,  in which small pieces of bone had been inserted, at the eyes and neck.  A good

scourger could kill a man with a single blow.

 

The scourging pillar was set  against the wall near the fig tree.   It was about seven feet high,

stained with rust-colored blotches, and was evidently the broken  column of some long 

abandoned temple.   It  was chipped in places, and here and there were to be  found strange

purple marks, shaped  like leaves or  arrowheads, for which no  one  had  any explanation. 

Behind the column lay a tangle of thorn bushes, which at this season of the year were beginning

to flower.

 

Jesus was limping a  little as He crossed the  courtyard.  He knew  He was to be scourged, 

but He had expected it  to happen in some  public place.   His human  self was dominant; 

otherwise,  He  could  comfort Himself too much with knowledge of the future; not knowing

is the most frightful thing  of all--and  He was  not to be  comforted  now.    He thought it would

be in  view of the Sanhedrin, and a jeering mob.   He had imagined  there would  be an  officer

in  charge,  and  perhaps  a doctor.  He had not expected a small, evil-smelling courtyard,

buzzing with flies and brawling soldiers.   They walked Him to the column  and left Him there,

then marched  off to the barracks to fetch the  whips,

and cords, and other implements of torture.

 

He shivered there; alone and dreading the violation of His body as any man would.  Tears

welled in His eyes as He prepared for the torture of His body and mind.

 

He turned to gaze at the thorn bushes with their small white petals no larger than fingernails. 

He blessed them, and blessed the pillar.  He did not see the smiles of the guards as they

approached.

 

The soldiers went  about their task deftly,  expertly,  like  soulless machines.  They removed 

His robes, bound Him with  thin cords to  the pillar, and  then stepped  back smartly,  each 

grasping  a  ten  foot bullhide whip, studded with barbell-shaped  metal bolos, and chips  of

bone.  The whips gleamed in the air as they  descended in long arcs to

His shoulders and back....

 

They took turns whipping  Him.  They didn't want  to tire  themselves.

 

The first blow curled around His shoulders and curled around His face. He groaned and

locked  His teeth, while the waves  of pain broke  over Him, threatening to drown Him.  He

felt that He  was suffocating under the immense weight of the  burden of pain.  The worst

blow was  always the last, for each successive blow was an added increment of pain.  He

writhed and twisted against the  cords.  As His human self hung  there and suffered, thinking:

"I'm dying for them, and they do  this to me,"

 

His Divine Self persevered, thinking,  "I forgive them, for they  know not yet who I am, nor

what they do."

 

He could feel the breaking of the flesh, the bony claws, and the blunt impact of the metal; He 

felt the wet, warm blood pouring out  through the cracks in the  skin.  As the blows  increased

in fury, due to  His silence, they also increased in  frequency.  He became no more than  a

nerve ending, His body instinctively  twisting under the force of  the blows.

 

As the pain grew more  intense, spreading over His entire body, as  He sucked in His breath,

as  the air around Him turned into fire--as  the earth gave way under  His feet and He hung  on

the pillar as the  thin restraining cords  cut into  His  flesh--He  was  aware  that  He  was entering

another landscape.  The walls of the terrible courtyard  fell

away.  There were  no thorn trees; there was  no well.  The fig  trees had  shriveled  into  nothing.    

There  was  no  damp   straw,   no cobblestones, no flies.   He had entered  the world of  the 

whip—the world of  agony.  It  was a world dominated  by the colors  black  and scarlet:  a world

in which the whistle of a  strip of falling bullhide became the only intelligible sound.

 

The count went far beyond where it should have gone; most men would be dead now.  But

Christ had a mission:  to die on the cross.  Therefore, His stamina kept Him alive, for the

prophecies must be fulfilled...

 

He felt  that His whole  body was being cracked  open like  a  walnut; underneath the hard

and breaking  shell there was only a small  kernel of white  nerves  underneath.    These  too 

were  being  torn  apart, disintegrated, reduced to small specks  like thistledown, and each 

of these blades of  thistledown was capable of  proliferation,  and  each became the center 

of increasing pain.   The sun went out,  the  world died, and a faint smell of brimstone came

to his nostrils...

 

The cackle of laughter met  His ears, and Jesus knew where His  senses had taken Him.  

To a world  of pain, where His adversary  dwelt,  and found sustenance from suffering. 

The adversary, the devil, undaunted, cackled his sadistic laugh, and watched...

 

In this  world without  light or  shape or  sensible  sound,  He  knew Himself to be  a stranger. 

His  human self recoiled in fear,  as  His Divine self simultaneously recognized  and

understood.  He  was  being torn apart, as  a flower is torn  apart by the wind, and  at the 

same time He was being carried  unwillingly into a strange landscape  where nothing was

recognizable.

 

He heard the laughter, and  the sound of His own blood falling to  the cobblestones...

 

Then, after an interminable time, it was over.

 

Painfully, slowly,  with His  eyes  closed,  He  was  coming  back  to life--to a  cold, sterile 

life  of  monstrous  shapes  and  frightful sensations.

 

They had cut Him down, and were pouring water on Him.

 

He lay on a rough  blanket, panting for breath, his wounds burning  on its surface.  He was 

naked, and scarred, and flecked with blood.   He was not in pain  now--that would come

later when  His tortured  nerves awakened.

 

"So this is the  man who calls Himself King  Of The Jews!" the  guards exclaimed, mouths

like wicked  slits, eyes hard.  "Then  He should  be dressed like a King!"

 

They propped Him up at the foot of the column.   They then threw a red military cloak 

around His shoulders,  and fastened the  clasp.    One soldier had fashioned a caplet of

thorns, and forced it  down upon His scalp.  Deep  into His flesh the  thorns pressed, a 

housand  red-hot needles, as all His nerves  were awakened by the pain.  Tears  flooded

His eyes as He  sat on the ground, blood  streaming down His face,  in agony.  He looked

up  at them, His sad eyes imploring their  humanity; there was none, as a cackle could be

heard in the distance...

 

A kick in the side was His signal to get up; He struggled to His feet, blood blinding His eyes, 

and staggered away, tears mingled  with  the blood on His face...

 

Before He left the courtyard,  He looked back. Pain, fear, and  sorrow racked His  body.  

Then His Divine  Self came forth;    He  painfully raised His  Right Hand,  and blessed the 

 

 

They prepared Him  for His crucifixion.   In the dungeon, one  of  the guards had struck Him

for moving too slowly through the  door, and the blow broke His nose.  He felt the cartilage

break, and tears rushed to His eyes, blinding Him.   Then, when He could  not see, they set 

upon Him, raining blows on His already tortured body, cutting His face, and yanking portions

of His beard out of the skin.  The force of the blows to His face reopened  the wounds under

the caplet  of thorns.  Despite the excruciating pain, and His blindness from the tears and

new blood, he stumbled forward, crashing into the wall.

 

The rough  stones of the  wall gashed His cheek,  and He fell  to  the floor, semi-conscious.  

Kicking and cursing, they  urged Him  to  His feet.   Blinded, bleeding, and  with only the red 

cloak and  a  white wrap, He stumbled through the  tunnel leading to the courtyard.   When

they pushed  Him, He  crashed into the  wall.  His  vision  was  still blurred as He  tried to wipe

His  eyes clear.  Finally He  was  forced through the mouth of the tunnel, warm air cascading

over Him.  Rubbing the tears  and blood  from His eyes,  they slowly  focused.    Wearily

raising His head

 

He looked upon an object.  

 

The eight-foot figure of a cross.

 

His right leg  would not bend; He  fell once leaving the  tunnel,  and damaged His knee.  As

He carried the cross up the cobble stoned street, He had to drag that leg to walk.  Every once

in a while, the leg would give out, and He would pitch forward.  With His arms bound behind

Him, He would not break His fall.  His knees crashed on the street, then He fell forward on His

face.   The swelling was so intense now, His  face was disfigured.  Once again,  he was partially

blinded; this time  due to the  swelling of  His eyes.    He  suffered--both  physically,  and

mentally.  He was afraid, as He struggled to rise from the ground, the one-hundred pound cross

cutting into his shoulders...

 

He raised  His eyes  heavenward; the  sun  was  shining,  but  in  the distance,  thunderheads 

were  starting  to   form.    Angry   clouds, threatening to  bring storms.   Satan  looked  at 

Jesus,  then  looked fearfully at the sky...

 

He fell a third time;  His legs could not recover, the damage was  too great.   His anguished 

cry rang out,  echoing  through  the  streets. Silence enveloped  the crowd as  the cry rang out.  

People  from  the rooftops, and children in the streets stopped.   Not  even a bird flew as

Jesus'  wail reverberated.   The  soldiers  stopped,  stunned,  and

looked at each other. 

 

Never had they heard such a cry.

 

Reacting to this, they  ordered Simeon, a Cyrene black,  to carry  the cross. 

 

Cutting Jesus' bonds  He fell forward to the ground again.   A lady rushed forward, defiant, 

and wiped his face.   He looked at  her with His  tortured eyes, and  tried to smile, but  His 

face  wouldn't allow it.   Slowly, blood  running out of His  wounds, He  raised  His Right Hand,

and blessed her...His  image,  a mandilion, the image of His  sacrifice, would remain on that 

cloth for thousands of years  as a testimony  of courage, and a sign for the faithful church...

 

As Simeon  gritted his  teeth under  the heavy  load,  he  glanced  at Christ.  His head was

bowed as He tried to rise:  no one lifted a hand to help Him, and Simeon couldn't.  Slowly,

agonizingly, He rose again, and started to follow Simeon up the hill to His  death.  Simeon

looked back, then up  the hill.  Soon  the weight on his shoulders  would  be

removed, and replaced upon the shoulders of Christ—but this time to free Simon from his

slavery in sin...

 

...and all who would receive…

 

He limped slowly, head to one side, ears ringing.  He was dizzy in the mid-day heat,  and

stumbled  forward, dragging his  right  leg.    His shoulders bowed more and  more, as the

weight of  the world was  being placed on  His shoulders  with  each  step.    He  was  beginning 

the supernatural portion of  His trial--that of bearing  the sins  of  the entire world--past and

present--on His shoulders...

 

As He passed, flowers surreptitiously  bloomed.  His agony mixed  with love calmed the rising

wind, and healed bodies in His wake.  He looked as well as He  could into the eyes of  the

onlookers:  as He did,  for them that would look back, lives were forever changed.  A child

rushed forward,  tears  in  her   eyes.    Jesus  looked  down   toward   the cobblestones, then 

up at  the  child;  His  tears  mingled  with  the child's, falling to the ground.

 

He then looked up at  Golgotha, "The Place Of The Skull," at  Calvary.   He saw Simeon put

down  the cross and sadly walk away.  He watched  it being laid down, and the guards rise

up to meet  Him.  His legs failed Him, and He sat down  on the cobblestones.  Head bowed,

He prayed  for strength.   Then, in  a rush  of  humanity  and  increasing  pain, 

He screamed again.

 

He screamed in agony--greater than any He had experienced before.  His Father had placed

the full  weight of the world on His shoulders—all of human history, for all time.   He now carried

each  individual who bore life,  and those who  had  died; those who had  yet to be born;  with

the weight on His  shoulders,  He knew that if He did not get up, mankind was doomed.

 

The scream  escaped His  lips, and Satan  covered his  ears  in  pain.

 

Demons flew screaming from innocent people, dashing themselves back to Hell.  The 

scream rang through the  hillside, and was answered  by  a crash of rolling  thunder from

heaven as  the storm  clouds  gathered.

 

People covered their ears in fear, looking at each other,  then at the roiling sky...

 

Jesus prayed for strength;   His Father, seeing His sincerity for  the redemption of man,

gave it;  He rose slowly to  His feet, and dragging his injured leg, shoulders bowed mightily,

crept toward the cross...

 

Falling down alongside, the guards placed Him in position.  The guards knew He was not to 

be tied, but nailed to the cross; it was  unusual, but they knew how it was to be done.  The

spike had to be placed where the hand joined the wrist, or it would pull through the delicate

bones of the palm.  His left hand was placed into  position, and in one blow the spike driven

into the wrist.  Jesus had no strength left to scream in pain; it was just one more pain.  His

body strained, and broke into sweat; capillaries in  the surface of His  skin broke  painfully; 

the wound from the crown of thorns reopened; and tears again fell from His eyes--but this time,

He made no sound.

 

Then the right hand; then  His feet.  Then with a jolt, the cross  was lowered into place.  

He then hung  upon the spikes, and  they  pulled through the muscle tissue, but  held. 

Blood mixed with tears fell  to the ground, as the thunder bellowed above...

 

A thief, being crucified at the same time, asked to be remembered when Jesus came into

His kingdom.  This small act of faith, sufficient unto the day, thrilled Jesus' spirit,  and gave

Him a little strength.   He glanced at the thief and promised that today, he would  be with

Him in Paradise.  His Divine self,  Omniscient, saw the future, and knew  His

words, as always, were true.

 

He wanted to raise  His Right Hand to bless  the thief, but  couldn't; however, He knew that

His every desire was translated into fact by His Father, who  heard  from  on  High,  and 

watched  His  Son's  sublime suffering,  knowing  what must be done next...

 

He inclined His head to look over at the thief, and forced a wan smile to His face; the glance

from Jesus was enough to tell this man that he had been saved at one minute to midnight

Jesus then verified it by telling him that he would be with Him THAT day in paradise.

 

After that blessed assurance, the thief did not care if he lived or died—for he had glimpsed

his sure future in Christ.

 

After a time, Jesus' circulation  broke down, the painful lack  of it forced Him out  of His state

of shock.   He looked around; saw  His mother, and brother, spoke to them, then looked

heavenward again.

 

He asked for a drink;  He had not had a drink of water for days.   The soldiers laughed, and

offered  him vinegar.  It made  him sick to  His stomach, and He turned his face away.

 

His joints began to ache as He hung there; they were beginning to come loose at the sockets.  

Jesus observed the manner  in which He was  to die, but was no longer afraid.  He wept to

see His body destroyed, but then His Divine self realized that the body was nothing;  the soul

was important.

 

The hours went  by.  He could  not support His weight, and  the  spike tore into His wrists.  His

shoulders sagged, and He  couldn't breathe.

 

He had to force Himself  upright to take a breath, and could not  hold it long.  The time  dragged

by, and once again His despairing  reached the limit.  During one  of the periods where He

struggled for  breath, He  summoned the  energy  to  utter  one  phrase:    "Eli,  Eli,  Lama

Sabachthani?"

 

"My God, My  God, Why Hast Thou  Forsaken Me? 

 

Thunder answered as it rolled  in  the distance; storm clouds rolled in.

 

He surveyed  the crowd, looking  in bewilderment at Him,  and  at  the darkening skies.   His

disciples  denied knowing Him,  for  fear  they would also be put  to death.  The followers 

of Barabbas were glad  it wasn't their friend  that died, and reveled.   The  curious  onlookers

simply stared, as a carnival  atmosphere prevailed.  His eyes  dimmed, and His strength faded.  

He sagged against the spikes, and bowed  His head. 

 

A Roman  soldier, impatient with the lengthy  process,  stabbed Him in the side.   He looked

at the  man, eyes clouded with pain,  and couldn't stand it any more.  His heart broken.  He cried

out the third time, blood and water passing  from His side,  the long wail echoed  by  thunder. 

 

Looking up in anger, the soldier then retrieved a club,  with which to break Jesus' legs;  this way,

He would not  be able to stand up  straight to breathe.  The  man then looked into His eyes, 

galvanized by what he saw;   then at the  club.  He backed  away, still looking at the club, then at Jesus.

 

Jesus could not breathe at all now; all His wounds  were bleeding; the wound in  His side 

most profusely.   His last thoughts  were  of  the people He was sent to save.  He then said: 

"Father, forgive them, for they know not  what they do."   This was the final signal.   Now,  sin

would be paid for, once and for all, in the broken body of Christ.  He had proven Himself worthy

--now it was to be finalized.

 

Clouds rushed in, and the warm air was replaced with  cool, moist air.

 

It smelled electric, and the storm roared in.  Lightning  and thunder crashings were everywhere,

as people screamed and ran for their lives.

 

Mary and  the others  huddled at the  foot of  the  cross,  terrified.

 

Jesus' body was cloaked in  darkness; they could not see the hands  in front of their faces.  

No man would see what happened next.

 

Jesus had been deserted, maligned,  scourged; beaten; crucified.  

 

But…

 

All of the horror of the  former transpirings paled in comparison to  what happened next.  As 

He had looked into the  cup in Gethsemane, he  saw this; of all that He saw, it was this He

feared most.

 

All of man's sins, and vices, were visited upon Him now.

 

They rushed  in upon Him  for payment.  Crushing  down upon  Him  they came, in hellish 

waves.  Satan jumped  up and down in rage  as  Jesus absorbed the  sins into  Himself. 

As  the sins  descended,  His  love expanded, and the sins were absorbed, to be remembered

by God no more.

 

On and on they came, this hellish energy, nullified in Jesus;  on and on.  It seemed to take

forever as  all of the sins  of the  entire existence  of  man  on  Planet  Earth,  past, present,

and future, crashed  down upon Jesus. 

 

Visions  of Hell  were replaced in  Satan's mind  with agonizing visions  of  Heaven  as  the

members of  the Church  came  into  being,  yet  in  the  future,  and fulfilled destiny.  Millions

of souls were saved at that  instant, and during the ordeal, the Law and the Prophets were fulfilled.

 

Murder, lust, covetousness...came  roaring  in;  adultery,  profanity, blasphemy;  lies,   deceit,  

idolatry,   atheism,   apostasy;   child molestation, pornography;  overindulgence,  apathy, 

greed;  they  all blasted Jesus  as Satan  watched the  fruits  of  his  activity  being absorbed

by Christ.

 

To destroy Him was the intent of this sin; but God knew that Jesus was equal to the  task,

tempered by the  very fires of  these  perversions while on earth, He even in this depleted

state, was more than equal.

 

To destroy all men was  the intent of this sin; but because of  Christ we rise, Phoenix-like from

the ashes of destruction, immortalized  and incorruptible with, and because of, what is

happening here.

 

Now.

 

Black as night the sin-storm  roared, buffeting Jesus with its  mighty waves of destruction. 

Monsters,  representing the very worst of  man, things unimaginable lurking in the corners of

all our minds, revealed; tearing at Christ, seeking to  destroy the light He was shining.   The

Divine Man  withstood,  the  Love  in  His  heart  bursting  forth  in shattering crescendos of

Shekinah that protected His  waning life force, and  gave Him strength.

 

The worst  in all  of us, raised  to new heights  by  Satan,  attacked Christ; desperately

seeking spiritual imperfection; though small,  any would be enough to signal the end of

all mankind.

 

God, in His Mercy,  covered Christ in this supernatural  darkness;  He did not want  to

have this battle  seen, as it would drive  the  crowd insane; even as they were killing His

Son He was merciful.

 

Onlookers were  battered to  the  ground,  and  knew  that  what  they witnessed was not

of human  agency; they knew, even though they  could not see Him with their blinded eyes,

that this was  indeed the Christ, Son Of  The Living  God.  They  cried and groveled for 

mercy  on  the ground as the storm raged, terrified.

 

Christ was equal to  the task; He indeed was  the Worthy Lamb who  was slain for the sins

of the world.  Those sins  assailed Him now, and He was not found wanting.

 

Satan saw all this, from his vantage point, and crawled  away, knowing that millions had 

escaped his clutches; knowing  full well  what  the implication meant.  Knowing that any man,

from now on, who called upon Jesus' name, would be saved from his clutches, forever.

 

He crawled on his belly  like a serpent, away from the storm, back  to Hell, to plot for the

possession of those souls who  chose not to know Jesus--and to  prepare for Jesus'  visit to

his infernal  realm.    He smiled, in his insanity,  because he knew there were  plenty of  souls

still for him--both now, and in the future--for Hell.

 

Then, suddenly, it was completed.

 

Christ stood one last time, on legs that the soldier  would not break, as the  sin-storm abated; 

Soon it  grew  quiet,  and  the  atmosphere lightened.   He looked out  at the people, knowing 

that He  had  been successful. 

 

"It Is Finished," He  exclaimed. 

 

Knowing His mortal  life had finally been fulfilled, and was over, He relaxed on the cross.  He

still could not breathe, but now it was not so important; He knew what was next.   He called out

to His Father,  "Into Thy Hands I commend My Spirit."  Then after  all His sufferings--after the 

justification  of man by way of His accomplishment on the cross--He finally died.

 

Those that saw Him  wondered why He had not  saved Himself; they  knew who He was now,

but  couldn't   understand why He did what He did.   The Good News of why He did it is going

out even today.

 

He was wrapped in a  shroud; placed in a tomb borrowed from Joseph  Of Arimathea.   He was 

left there,  for  He  was  dead,  and  they  knew it--those faithful disciples who,  in their overriding 

humanity,  had deserted Him.  They  had heard Him say that  He would rise  again—but doubt

is the normal and constant state of mankind.

 

They vowed to carry on  His work--but didn't really expect to see  Him again...

 

The Father, as always, was true to His word.   He took Christ's spirit from the cross in the

twinkling of an eye, up  with Him.  Then, during the days that His earthly body lay in the tomb,

some other things were accomplished.

 

Jesus had taken  away the sins of  the world; He had removed,  due  to this, the sting  of

death, and the  victory of the grave.   Before  He would return to earth, and to His disciples,

one more  thing had to be taken care of....

 

Satan sat,  afraid. He  knew that  his  stronghold  was  about  to  be invaded, and his prisoners

plundered from him. 

 

His demons bristled in their numbers, at the gate, to bar Christ's way, with their master.

 

They waited, among the  brimstone, voices crying a sad  and  desperate song of torment in the background.  Then they saw a light...

 

Jumping to  their feet  and arming  themselves,  the  horrible  demons roared in  their evil

intent  and nature, dripping  venom  from  their fangs, scales scraping along the  rock.  They

waited, claws  extended, horrific symbols  of perversion,  ready to do  their  work  for  their

master, who sat back, arming himself for the fight.

 

The light grew, and suddenly  burst upon them.  Jesus did what He  had to do alone; neither

Michael, nor Gabriel accompanied Him.  He alone.

 

As fast as they  moved to pour wave upon  wave of hate and  corruption upon Him, they

 

realized the folly of their actions:   He was no longer human.  He had passed  the test on earth,

and was found perfect.   Now he was inviolate and  incorruptible; their waves of  corruptive 

force fell upon  the ground, harmless,  as He stood in  blinding  light  and serenity before them.

 

He raised  His Right Hand,  and light flooded every  corner  of  Hell.

 

Things  of  terrible  countenance  scuttled   and  scurried,   looking frantically for the darkness 

that was their succor, and  found  none.

 

The burst into flame,  and were consumed.  Jesus,  recognizing in  the demons the original

personalities  of the angels who once  walked  the hallowed halls of  Heaven, smiled.  And 

the overriding love  in  that smile, even for  them, extinguished their evil  in an instant.    They

stood, for  a moment,  horrific of  countenance  but  devoid  of  evil

intent, useless to Satan's evil machinations.

 

Jesus then stood before Satan himself.  He walked to the gate of Hell, looking not at,  nor

acknowledging Lucifer.   As Lucifer  screamed  in rage, knowing Jesus' intent, Christ  simply

cast His eyes over  toward him, and the screaming  was stopped instantly.  Satan  simply 

looked, and did nothing,  as the Supreme Being  controlled  everything  around Him; His

Righteousness overwhelmed everything.

 

Jesus walked  to the  gates of  Hell, past  various  demons  who  were transformed in His

presence to  peaceful creatures; they stood not  in His way as He strode  up to the Gate,

feet not touching the  brimstone on the  ground.  He  retrieved the keys, and  entered into 

the  inner chambers of torture.

 

There the Glorified Son Of Man  found souls, tortured for centuries of despair.  Pathetic

creatures,  reaching our, pleading.   According  to His Divine Plan,  in regard to His  Will,

He freed those  people  that day, and took them out.

 

As He left, the chambers were stilled.  Demonic activity,  which would undoubtedly revive

again when  He left, was stilled in  His  Presence.

 

His people  left the way  He had come, and,  Keys in His  Hand,  Jesus turned and left.

 

Once again freed  from Jesus' presence, Satan  became  contorted  with unholy rage, and

cursed  every name he knew, swearing  vengeance  upon Jesus and all His people...

 

As the light faded, and  the fires stirred anew, Satan began his  plan to retrieve unto  himself

all those who  he could; those who  did  not accept the same Christ who had just left his

chambers...

 

As Jesus ascended with  His people, He knew there  was one great  work left to do...

 

The tomb of Joseph  Of Arimathea was cold, dark  and damp.  The  third day since  the

crucifixion of  Jesus passed  unceremoniously.    Then, suddenly, there was movement.

 

Angels appeared, and hovered over the body of Christ, which was still.

 

They knew the time had come...

 

The human matter that had been Jesus Of Nazareth began to change.

 

The  reaction  which  was  to  be  expounded  on  centuries  later  by scientists, the 

spontaneous transition of  dark matter  energy through a virtual bridge and back into

normal matter,  was instituted by  Jesus.   He was about  to do exactly what  He  said  He would. 

 

He was about to raise Himself from the dead...

 

The guards looked up toward the tomb as they sat outside.

 

The  light  slowly  died   again  in  the  tomb;   the   matter-energy resurrective reaction had ended;

the only evidence of it as Jesus left the tomb was the still-glowing Shroud, lying on the

burning-hot stone that somehow did not consume….

 

As He left, the light  in the tomb dimmed; but the light in the  world increased dramatically. 

It is still increasing as Jesus commanded His disciples to spread the light of the new

Commandment, the Good News Of The Gospel, and Salvation to  all mankind.  He implored

them, and  all Christians, to  feed His  sheep, and give  them the Word  Of  God  for

sustenance.

 

That light is still growing; and naturally, because of it,  so are the shadows.

 

But the light, one  day soon, will be so  strong that no shadows  will survive.

 

During the next days,   Jesus gave his instructions to His  disciples.

 

He then  said He  would be leaving  again--but  with  one  significant similarity.

 

He would be coming again.

 

In the same  manner they see Him  leave, He told them, He  would  come again to gather

the sheep that we feed unto Himself.   He told them He would be  with them  even unto  the

end of  the world.   And  then  He ascended again to the Right Hand of His Father."

 

 

There have been those who  felt so strongly about the crucifixion  and agony of Christ--and 

so badly about their  own sinful  natures  which necessitated it--that they wished for the agony

themselves.  History has recorded some of these occurrences—accurately or not, explainable

or not, as “stigmata.”

 

Christ wants us to move forward from the cross, and its’ agony, into the future of salvation

and grace.

 

We were deeply moved by this hypothesis; it gives me  knew perspective on the gravity of the

sacrifice He made for us.

 

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